I’m forever mourn the bay (SanFrancisco) that I experienced, in which I know, intuitively, that I felt at home & at peace + my sociality bloomed! I have (as of late) began to internally celebrate how happy & contented I felt there. This celebration of my experiences in the bay, certainly took time for me to access, and still, must be a consciously chosen mind-state, which lies in direct juxtaposition to intensely missing all that SanFrancisco embodied.
But, I feel, since I was able to promote this circumstance, from the ground up, (seriously! I knew no-one well, and had only a couple friends of friends), that I can (& have already begun to) cultivate this same fulfilling & genuine community where-ever I reside.